I'm sorry I wasn't the child you really wanted, I'm sorry that me being me isn't what you want. Sorry you can't accept who I am and move on. I'm sorry to all my friends I'm losing, sorry I'm such a bitch, I'm sorry that I fuck things up, I am so sorry to everyone who I've fucked over in the past, I'm sorry that I'll never be good enough, I'm sorry that music is my way to escape. I'm sorry that I can't stand liars. I'm sorry that I get annoyed easily. And I'm sorry that you'll never understand. Sorry I'm an open book sometimes, sorry i've been hurt. Sorry I'm to nice. I just don't know how to please anyone in this world anymore. I feel so bad that I'm not open enough sometimes. Sorry I'm shy, sorry I'm to loud. I can't please anyone. Doesn't anyone realize this? We can't please ANYONE in this world at all. So don't try to. Even though I try so hard to someone I'm not so that people will actually like me. Sorry I'm not normal, dude. Alls I ask of you guys is to not judge me by what I look like, because that doesn't mean anything about the person unless I wore what I've been through on post-it notes all over my clothes, don't even try to figure out what I've been through. I don't think I need any help, but obviously everyone else does. Ha. Everyone thinks I am bi-polar or just to depressed, sorry I'm a regular teenager. I know I am bi-polar though, even though my mother doesn't want to believe it. Right now I am not very happy with where I'm at in life. But it'll do for now I guess. I'll post sometime soon. Ha. Like anyone reads this..
A Time For Yohe - Between The Trees
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-9tCrU7Ug4
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